What are YOUR motives?
I can't sleep. Truth is I haven't been able to sleep for the past few weeks and when I have, it hasn't been very well. I've had a lot of things on my mind and my heart. Things I have no control over, stressing me out. It's been busy in my life since April. Danny started school to become an instructor at the School of Infantry East. It was a long nine week course. There were long days and longer nights. He had lots of homework and grueling physical training. And right smack in the middle of it, (well more towards the end) I went to Florida to house-sit for my parents while they went on a cruise. Once I got back, it was one thing after another. It seems never ending. Recently, there have been issues from my past trying to resurface in my life. Things I don't want in my life anymore. (This is so hard to sit here and type.) I'm trying and trying so hard to make things work the way I WANT them to. There have been miscommunications and arguments. I've